I Wish I Wasn't

I Wish I Wasn't - Kyla

I'm home alone again

And you're out hangin' with *your* friends

So you say

Somehow I know it's not quite that way

It's getting pretty late

And you haven't checked on me all *day*

When I called you didn't answer

Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me

I wish that you were home

Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasting my time thinking about you

When you ain't never gonna change

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heart melts

And everything you did wrong I forgive

So you play me and take advantage

Of the love that I feel for you

Why you wanna hurt me so bad

I believed in you that's why I'm so mad

Now I'm drowning in disappointment

And it's hard for me to even look at you

I wish that you were home

Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back

To the day before we met

And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasting my time thinking about you

When you ain't never gonna change

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So I wouldn't feel this way

Said you care about me

But from what I see

I ain't feeling that

So I disagree

Gave you all my love

And understanding

And you're treating me like your enemy

So leave me alone

Don't want nothing from you

Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home

You are not welcome no no no more

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me

It just ain't fair the way you treat me

No you don't deserve me

Wasting my time thinking about you

When you ain't never gonna change

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So I wouldn't feel this way

I wish I wasn't in love with you

So you couldn't hurt me