Your Ghost

Your Ghost - New Years Day

A shallow grave

Where you're buried underneath

But don't drag me with you

A mistake

That's been clawing at my skin

And I can't dig you out

Is it wrong

That I question my self-control

Your ghost

Stands between what I know

And what I'm missing

Something isn't right

I've been wasting

So much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know

What's real so I can start

Again and learn to feel

I fought so hard

To push away all these

Tempting flaws

It's too late to conquer them again

What held me back in the end

Fear of never knowing what's ahead

I'm sick of disappointment

The bitterness is overwhelming

And nothings gonna change around me

If I don't get rid of you

I wanna shove the wicked

Words you told me

Down your f**king throat and

Let it sink in

Kill off what's left of you

Your ghost

Stands between what I know

And what I'm missing

Something isn't right

I've been wasting

So much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know

What's real so I can start

Again and learn to feel

So unfortunate it's come to this

And I played my part

Don't waste your breath

With selfishness

You're done enough harm

Your ghost

Stands between what I know

And what I'm missing

Something isn't right

Something isn't right

Your ghost

Stands between what I know

And what I'm missing

Something isn't right

I've been wasting

So much god damn time

Put me out of all my misery

Pull the trigger let me know

What's real so I can start

Again and learn to feel