Right Now

Right Now - Bizzle/Evan Ford

Lyrics by：Mark Felder

Composed by：Mark Felder

Produced by：C-Life/J-Dot Music

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I got two little sisters that I hardly call

Call

That I feel like I hardly know and it's all my fault

It's all my fault

Guess I be feeling guilty 'cause I dropped the ball

But if I could I'll try to explain how it started off

I'll try

And to the tenth grade I was papa's only seed

Yeah

And just before you was born I was forced to leave

Leave

At fifteen had to move to H-Town

Now I got two younger siblings

But it's feelin' like it's only me

It's only me

Except for a couple long visits

Uh

It felt like our relationship was all pictures

Uh

Even if I could have called you still couldn't talk

'Cause you were just a baby

Our foundation was long-distance

Long-distance

I guess I got used to bein' far away

Pssh

And now that I can call I don't call

'Cause the truth is

I don't really know what to call or say

But if it's cool wit' you maybe we could start today

If I'm wrong if I'm wrong

Can I make it better right now?

Ooh

Hit me when you hear the song

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah

Or is it too late

To make it better right now?

So what do you say?

Ooh

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah oh

Now I feel like we in this funny place

Funny place

We don't really hit each other up to say much today

And usually when we do it's a money case

I got you

And the thought that comes to mind I don't wanna say

Uh

Sometimes I wonder if I send it 'cause I feel indebted

Feel indebted

Like it's the least I can do when I ain't been really present

Present

Sometimes I wonder if you feel neglected

Pssh

If I step in to be your brother will I get rejected?

Uh

It's at the point now I don't even follow y'all on IG

IG

I'm too afraid of what I might see

I be disappointed at the way you show your body off

You blocked me when I told you knock it off

And after that we ain't talk at all

I can't just be a big brother

When I slide a check through

And not be a big brother when it's time to check you

Check you

I could have called but I ain't no what to call and say

Uh

But if you listenin' to this song we can start today

If I'm wrong if I'm wrong

Can I make it better right now?

Hit me when you hear the song

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah

Or is it too late

To make it better right now?

So what do you say?

Ooh

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah oh

Uh

Pops said he wanted us to be close

Close

And it's like he put it all on me though he wasn't

It's not fair

But if you the one spreadin' out yo' C's though

When them trees grow

How you expect to see those leaves touchin'?

Real talk

Plus you know we had a long season

Season

Wit' our pops and yo' moms beefin'

Beefin' and not speakin'

Pops said I was disloyal just for tryin' to go and visit

So I guess I gotta wait until it's Pops' weekend

Uh

So is it all his fault?

Is it me?

Is it us?

Us

I don't think this how it was 'posed to be from the jump

Jump

Pops had two good women and he married nuns

Nuns

Beat us up then blame us when we can't adjust

Uh

But I know that things happen so we make do

And I apologize if I ever made you

Feel unloved I guess that's what I should call and say

But maybe if I'm not too late we can start today

If I'm wrong if I'm wrong

Can I make it better right now?

Hit me when you hear the song

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah

Or is it too late

To make it better right now?

So what do you say?

Ooh

Can I still make a difference in your life now?

Yeah oh