Screaming At The Sky

Screaming At The Sky - Chris Patrick

Lyrics by：Chris Patrick/Jacob Noor Eliasson/Max Moise

Composed by：Chris Patrick/Jacob Noor Eliasson/Max Moise

Produced by：Mesio/Boi Yanel

Granny voice echo from the seating in the clouds

Her vocal tone more clear since I stopped reaching for the loud

It's crazy how much time passed from that period to now

The growth is evident I hope how I appear still make her proud

Tattoos on my arm my neck got ink since I left college

Initials from her name atop my fingers to pay homage

I never told nobody but I haven't cut my locks

'Cause you had locs and when I touch

On mine it feel like you beside us

Obituary of you in the console of my whip

My good luck charm it sit inside and guards against the risk

From Jersey to LA your spirit shotgun every time I take that trip

Can't even sell it if I wanted to

Sentimental value get appraised can't put a cost on you

Yearn for days a Bible verse got sent to help through obstacles

Rush to sleep each night and hope my dreams might let me talk to you

I'm speaking to your grave praying that dirt

Might move around to prove you listening

Reading through the scriptures find the psalms that you here visiting

Book 1 Corinthians

Chapter 2 God came to the weak with fear and trembling

Partially get scared my shot when music slowly dwindling

Told me being brave requires faith when pain start digging in

Fought to keep your memories when Alzheimer's was kicking in

Role model for sure you held your bravery to the bitter end

They told me when you died you smiled gracefully while giving in

I know your walk was potent up the runway

I hate church but tune in to feel close to you on Sundays

This pain hurting process is like driving down a one-way

Once you take that leap your only exit is on the other side

Done tryna run away from pressures of a cluttered mind

Therapeutic convos that I tried to kill but come alive

Should've chose to visit but instead I said "Another time"

Another time hit different when you peeped there ain't no other time

Ask myself "What would I have done if one my brothers died?"

Nothing hurt me more than having to watch and hear my mother cry

Your genes strong I see your soul each time I wipe my mother's eyes

Knowing you forgiveness second nature when you see me

A graceful angel watching over from a different view

Hope them courtside seats in Heaven ain't tryna break your bank

Promise I'm gon' pay you back soon as I get to you

A dog of mine crossed over and I'm scared that he's alone

As a favor can you be there as his soul transitions through?

Can't nobody in this world alive or dead replace your heart

Play your voice before a show because you know I'm missing you

You know I'm missing

Hey H how are you? Hope all is well

I'm used to your 3 o'clock call I guess you're busy today

I'm on my way to the laundry to pick up my clothes

I should be back in here about twenty after four okay?

Hope you had a good day alright? Bye-bye