Cruel Cruel

Cruel Cruel - Automatic Loveletter

I wanna run away

To somewhere far and somewhere safe

So scared of this place

'Cause you don't even know me

And you don't even care

That I've been lonely

And tired of fighting

In the den of the lions

When I won't give up trying

In the dead of the night I weep

Early morning

And I still haven't got some sleep

Call me crazy call me baby

You can call me weak

You don't even know

No you don't even know

That the weight of the world on me

I've been there and back again

And it seems to me

That a promise isn't something you keep

And a secret never lies it only sees

What you see

'Cause it's a cruel cruel ride

And if you want to come inside

You better sit up and shut your eyes

And hold on for dear life

'Cause of you don't

Than you will surely lose your mind

But I won't

I wanna hide my face

I wanna find the strength to get through this

Oh I know I can do it

It's the taste in my mouth

It's the nauseousness

It's my stomach in knots forming cascades of gunshots

Leaving me holding

A pen and this page

And these words filled with rage

In the dead of the night I weep

Early morning

And I still haven't got some sleep

Call me crazy

Call me baby

You can call me weak

'Cause you don't even know

'Cause it's a cruel cruel ride

And if you want to come inside

You better sit up and shut your eyes

And hold on for dear life

'Cause if you don't

Than you will surely lose your mind

But I won't

I won't

Oh can anyone hear me

Oh can anyone know me

Oh can anyone hear me

Oh can anyone love me

Oh can anyone can anyone hear me

'Cause it's a cruel cruel ride

And if you want to come inside

You better sit up and shut your eyes

And hold on for dear life

'Cause if you don't

Than you will surely lose your mind

But I won't

I won't

I won't

I won't

I won't