Find Me 2 (Explicit)

Find Me 2 (Explicit) - Buddy

Lyricist：Simmie Sims III/Christopher Brody Brown/Japhet Landis

Composer：Simmie Sims III/Christopher Brody Brown/Japhet Landis

Producer：Brody Brown/Roofeeo

When I close my eyes

Then I free myself

No matter where I'm at

I just be myself

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

Yeah

Sh*t

First I break it down

Then I roll it up

Yeah

Then I light it up

Now I'm smokin' again

Take a little puff

Then I breathe it all

In

Sh*t

Pray father forgive

Everyday I'm sinnin

Take it to the end

This just the beginnin'

Yeah

Sh*t I haven't seen yet

Sh*t

I can't see myself yet

Have been you n**ga yet

Sh*t

Get some for my city

Yeah

Holla if ya hear me

Yeah

Sing

Yo

If it wasn't for my reflection

I would be forever guessin'

Swear I got a billion questions

The essence of adolescence is purity

The homie told me

Sacrifices come wit' maturity

And it's clear to me now

Rest in peace to those not here wit' me now

If my granny saw this day

Would shed a tear for me now

If my uncle saw this day

Would come and give me a pound

Like d**n nephew

You really did that sh*t wow

Wow

Take a look around

I'm comin' from a town that most people don't make it out

Sh*t that I think about

The people I hang around

The things that I've seen that influenced me since a little child

It's trippin' me out

I mean who can I be

Other than me

Nobody

Sh*t what would I do if I was you

No clue

Man where'd I come from

Where do I go

Mirror mirror on the wall

Let a n**ga know

'Cause

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

When I close my eyes

Then I free myself

No matter where I'm at

I just be myself yeah yeah

Come find me

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

When I'm all alone

I just wanna feel loved

I don't need no help

I believe myself

Yeah

Ah yah

Smokin' and drinkin' all by myself

Ah

Hopin' and wishin' I find myself

Come find me

Lord willin' we won't die tonight

We gon' fly tonight

Yeah

Okay I'm sittin' here

Tryin' think of the exact words for me to explain to you

That it is what it is and that's what it's gon' be

Ain't no changin' me

Nope

Ain't no maybes and no probablys

I gotta be

Myself

That's what it has to be

I'm happily

Gladly

Gradually

Changin' reality for my family

They proud of me

Could've

Never imagined or fathomed things that had happend

The good

The bad

And the tragic

The happy moments

The sad ones

The classics

My first time in Miami

Pharrell had me out on Collins Ave

The studio rappin'

The last n**ga signed to Star Trak

Might get that sh*t tatted

And then we shriveled up the contract

And still keep in contact

We beyond all that bullsh*t and that nonsense

And besides that

I ain't gettin' that time back

N**gas know where my heart's at

I just gotta move on

Sh*t

Gotta get my own

Sh*t

So I pray with all my might

I walk by faith

And not by sight

Because

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

Yeah

I can't see myself

I can't see myself

When I close my eyes

Then I free myself

Yeah