By Myself

By Myself - Maya Hawke

I pulled you around the balcony

To break a hive you couldn't see

And buzzed for your big mouth to feed

On honey that ran out of me

To choose you

And I'm playing with my self

I talked in rings to turn your spine

Losing memory of mine

But standing in a sturdy line

Doing all I can to

Confuse you

And I'm talking to myself

I prefer my dreams of you

To anything you'd ever do

So please don't play or talk or move

Before I have the chance to

Abuse you

And I'm dreaming of myself

I play caliban in bed

Turn my mind out

Bang my head

So I forget what you said

That I'll wind up dead before

I bruise you

And I'm beating up myself

I'm beating up myself

Woe is me I'm black and blue

At least I always tell the truth