Balance

Balance - Lucy Spraggan

I'm trying not to move too fast

I'm trying not to hurt my heart

I've been pretty good at that

If I'm being honest sleeping in an empty bed

I'm gonna leave my ex on read

Listen to what my therapist says

I'm gonna try I promise

All the stuff I know right now

It came from messing up most of my twenties

It's changed for now and I hope it lasts

I spent most of my life feeling quite empty

If you could stand back I used to say that

I thought I needed space to find my balance

But I might need a hand and

If you could be that

I might need some help to find my balance

Balance

Ooh oh oh oh oh ooh

I'm tryna learn to love myself

And what's good for my mental health

I read a lot about self help

I'll never be polished

I see the cycles happening now

I'm responsible for shutting them down

It took a while to figure that out

But it's my job to stop it

There's lots of reasons I'm messed up

I grew up around things

That weren't that healthy

I'm working hard and it's looking up

If I stick to routines it's gonna help me

If you could stand back I used to say that

I thought I needed space to find my balance

But I might need a hand and

If you could be that

I might need some help to find my balance

Balance

Ooh oh oh oh oh ooh balance

Ooh oh oh oh oh ooh

If you could stand back I used to say that

I thought I needed space to find my balance

But I might need a hand

So if you could be that

I might need some help to find my balance

If you could stand back I used to say that

I thought I needed space to find my balance

But I might need a hand

So if you could be that

I might need some help to find my balance

I'm trying not to move too fast

I'm trying not to hurt my heart

'Cause I've been pretty good at that

If I'm being honest