I'm Weak Inside

Another day in this broke down place

The towers grow

And the skies are slowly replaced

With the cold gray

Structures that lay to waste

Everything that stands in the way

Stare at the ground as

I walk on by

You make me sick and

I hate what I feel inside

As I lobby for acceptance

You know I've tried

Another life for you to nullify

I'm weak inside because

I see the shape of things to come

I'm weak inside because

I don't change what's begun

I'm weak inside because

I hate what I've become

I'm feeling empty as I struggle

With my thoughts each day

Just a drone who

Contributes to his own decay

An apathist who's sweat

And blood grease the wheels for pay

Just a w***e for the

Puppeteer to whom I obey

And nothing changes

No nothing changed today

I close my eyes

And keep my mouth shut

Why am I afraid to stand up

And knock them down

When I've been betrayed

You've been conditioned

To accept everything they say

So I walk on but I start to stumble

Through the ruins

Of a life that's troubled

By the expectations

I'm conditioned to struggle for

My possessions

Leave me self absorbed

So many bombs I've left unblown

The streets are crowded

And I feel so all alone

Stacking bricks that

To this day remain unthrown

Yet I'm the one to cast the first stone

I'm weak inside because

I see the shape of things to come

Because

I don't change what's begun

Because

I hate what I've become

I'm feeling empty as

I struggle with my thoughts each day

Just a drone who contributes

To his own decay

An apathist who's sweat

And blood grease the wheels for pay

Just a w***e for the

Puppeteer to whom I obey

And nothing changes

No nothing changed today

I close my eyes

And keep my mouth shut

Why am I afraid to stand up

And knock them down

When I've been betrayed

You've been conditioned

To accept everything they say

So many bombs

I've left unblown

The streets are crowded

And I feel so all alone

Stacking bricks that

To this day remain unthrown

Yet I'm the one

To cast the first stone

I'm weak inside because

I see the shape of things to come

Because I don't change what's begun

Because I hate what I've become

I'm feeling empty as

I struggle with my

Thoughts each day

Just a drone who contributes

To his own decay

An apathist who's sweat

And blood grease the wheels for pay

Just a w***e for the

Puppeteer to whom I obey

And nothing changes

No nothing changed today

I close my eyes

And keep my mouth shut

Why am I afraid to stand

Up and knock them down

When I've been betrayed

You've been conditioned

To accept everything they say