Darker (Explicit)

S**t don't feel like it used to

I'm pretty sure

I'm not in love with the new you

That's what they say

I'm falling fast and slipping off the cliff

Take my hand I'm tryna catch a grip

'Cause s**t don't feel like it used to

I get older

Nights they're getting colder

Midnight rollercoaster

The fight's not nearly over

'Til it's over

I know how it feels when days get darker

When you wish the sun would stay up longer

And I miss the times when I felt alive

Oh nevermind

'Cause s**t don't feel like it used to

I'm pretty sure

I'm not in love with the new you

That's what they say

I'm fallin' fast and slipping off the cliff

Take my hand I'm tryna catch a grip

'Cause s**t don't feel like it used to

I get older

Whole world on my shoulders

Apathetic soldier

Just trying to keep composure

Not getting closer

I know how it feels when days get darker

When you wish the sun would stay up longer

And I miss the times when I felt alive

Oh nevermind

'Cause s**t don't feel like it used to

I'm pretty sure

I'm not in love with the new you

That's what they say

I'm fallin' fast and slipping off the cliff

Take my hand I'm tryna catch a grip

'Cause s**t don't feel like it used to