Home (Explicit)

Home (Explicit) - Ollie

Lyrics by：Denton Oliver

Composed by：Denton Oliver/Chris Stiliadis/Chris Godfrey

I feel aches in my bones

I lost track of the time

A few drinks for my soul

I've been wandering blind

I'll always come back home I'm singing

I'll always come back home

Now and forever

I feel aches in my bones

I lost track of the time

A few drinks for my soul

I've been wandering blind

I'll always come back home I'm singing

I'll always come back home

Now and forever

Yeah I learned home is more than

Just a destination it's a feeling

Something I had so confused while focusing solely on making a living

I think the saddest thing is when you

Look in the mirror an the person you see is a villain

I'm blaming all of the anger inside of

My soul my character slowly been switching

Like what was I missing I knew that

Money would not make me whole

I was tryna live fast 'cause my

Black heart healing too slow

You know the phrase that without the

Rain there isn't a flower that ever would grow

But over the years collecting my tears

I think it's too much I'm 'bout to explode

Yeah punch a couple tickets for the ride

Dreams always blind you to the lies

Searching for a place I couldn't find

Bloodshot eyes what a shame

Told you all this pleasure lead too pain

Lost inside the valley of the shadow

Of death tryna find another way

I'm good at least I keep telling myself

I don't need no one for no help

Just follow this north star till I'm home

An everything's back how it felt

Back when I'd sing you these rap

Songs till we both fell asleep on couch

Was home there wasn't a doubt I'm saying

I feel aches in my bones

I lost track of the time

A few drinks for my soul

I've been wandering blind

I'll always come back home I'm singing

I'll always come back home

Now and forever

Yeah I'll always come back but s**t

Just feel different it's not quite the same

I know it's my fault the dream

I was chasing has drove me insane

Like I've been trying to focus more

On the present instead of the things in my brain

But everything's easier said than

Done when you not the person who's goin' through pain

Won't change but I try

People that I loved switching sides

Maybe I'm not cut out for this life

Crosses on my heart hope to die

Almost turned the pages letting go

Sometimes true recovery is slow

I keep fighting battles from within

I think where it's leading me is home I know

I know I just know

Windows down it's almost 20 below

This cigarette is goin' straight to my soul

I pour up some liquor it's making me sicker but

I got some s**t that's caught inside my throat

So bottled up from being stuck on my own

The paranoia of somebody who's broke

I'm stumbling over all the words that I wrote

Deep breath sweating in my palms

I can hear the chaos when it's calm

As if everyday is just a song

I knew my direction had too change

Something that I never could explain

Six string playing on repeat

Only thing that's ever kept me sane it's why

I feel aches in my bones

I lost track of the time

A few drinks for my soul

I've been wandering blind

I'll always come back home I'm singing

I'll always come back home

Now and forever