Anxiety Wins (Explicit)

Anxiety Wins (Explicit) - Joyner Lucas/blackbear

Composed by：Joyner Lucas/Blackbear

Produced by：ADHD Productions/Leo Son/Ayo/Tythewifi

Hol' up

I don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

I don't wanna let you down

Don't wanna let you in I let anxiety win

All of my friends is too cold

They wanna hang out but I don't

Don't wanna be bothered I know

But I hate bein' alone

Tell me what's happenin' with my soul

I try to get past it but I won't

You think that I'm crazy but who knows?

I might be maybe

**** I might be

Take a walk in my shoes and you might see life

In a way that you never seen it

If you feel like I do

Then you might blink twice and you realize you were never dreamin'

Only thing that I do is blame myself every time I feel defeated

But I know I got a million reasons

**** is gettin' kinda real this evenin'

I can't keep my head down maybe I need to pray

Woo

'Cause I ain't been asleep in days

I gotta get out of this evil place

Woo

Or maybe I need to stay

I stare at the mirror

The truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame

Could somebody anybody please relate?

Do you feel the same like?

I think my tension is buildin' my stresses are killin'

My head to the ceilin' the pressure is fillin'

Expression to healin' deflectin' and still I'm

Expectin' to feel I'm connected but really I'm stressin'

'Bout how you expect me to deal with these walls

When they keep on closin' in

As soon as I think I'm close to win anxiety takin' control again

I don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

I don't wanna let you down

Don't wanna let you in I let anxiety win

I I'm just out here tryin' tryin' to exist

I let anxiety win

I don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

Sometimes feelin' depressed

Sometimes I'm cryin' and that ****'* weird

Ooh

Sometimes feelin' alive

Sometimes don't think that I'm happy here

Yeah

**** it I roll this blunt somebody gon' bring me a pack of beer

'Cause when I'm feelin' ****** up's only time my problems disappear

Who am I? Who am I?

Yeah

Can't no one tell me nothin'

Oh my god oh my god

Uh

Liquor done got me buzzin'

Just in time just in time

Joyner

Ain't no one I can trust in

All my fears are really assumptions

What am I scared of? Really it's nothin'

Maybe I'm buggin' maybe I need to pray

Woo

'Cause I ain't been asleep in days

I gotta get out of this evil place

Woo

Or maybe I need to stay

I stare at the mirror

The truth is I hate my reflection 'cause all I can see is shame

Could somebody anybody please relate?

Do you feel the same like?

I think my tension is buildin' my stresses are killin'

My head to the ceilin' the pressure is fillin'

Expression to healin' deflectin' and still I'm

Expectin' to feel I'm connected but really I'm stressin'

'Bout how you expect me to deal with these walls

When they keep on closin' in

As soon as I think I'm close to win anxiety takin' control again

I don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

I don't wanna let you down

Don't wanna let you in I let anxiety win

I I'm just out here tryin' tryin' to exist I let anxiety win

I don't wanna go outside

I wanna go back to bed and let anxiety win

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