Family (Explicit)

Family (Explicit) - Badflower

Lyrics by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti

Composed by：Josh Katz/Joey Morrow/Alex Espiritu/Anthony Sonetti

Taste bitter on a guilty tongue

It's hard to see I'm the chosen one

Fake friends with a camera phone

Ugly drunk cold and missin' home

This home of mine I see it in my dreams

But everyone looks happy and everyone still likes me

This home of mine I miss it all the time

What happened to this family

What happened to this family

I let you down

Texts calls hugs birthday cards

Being thoughtful can be so hard

First 15 years I'm the favourite son

Last 15 years I'm the hated one

This heart of mine gets blacker all the time

Affection makes me nauseous

Believe me I don't want this

I hurt my blood tonight I made my sisters cry

I never say I love you even though I want to

I'm just my father's son my mother's kid

A shitty brother I'm nobody's friend

And this is all my fault I only make you cry

I don't deserve this family you're better off without me

'Cause I let you down and I lost my f**king mind

And everything got messy and everyone got angry

I cursed my blood tonight it happens all the time

Is everyone against me has everyone goddamned me

What happened to this family

What happened to this family

What happened to this family

What happened to this family

Don't hate me don't hate me

Don't let me drown

I hate goodbyes so cringy I could die

We only say I love you 'cause that's what we're supposed to

And most families lie but I meant it every time

And treat you like you're worthless I never said I'm perfect