lower (Explicit)

lower (Explicit) - Olivia O'Brien

Composed by：Day Wave/Olivia O'Brien

Produced by：Day Wave

And they say they say that is only up from here

But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year

I've been trying to find a reason

Not to stop myself from leaving

But life feels like one big inconvenience

Then you die anyway

Ah-ah-ah

And I've tried every medication

I've tried guided meditation

I've tried going on vacation

And I'm still sad I'm just on the beach

And they say they say that is only up from here

But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year

Little do they know

I can always go lower

I want to get that skin off my body

'Cause I hate the way it feels on me

Going through emotions like a zombie

I can't wait for the apocalypse

I know all my friends are getting scared

'Cause I can't seem to find a way

And my therapist is asking me to hang out

I just might take up on it

And they say they say that is only up from here

But I've hit a new rock bottom every single year

Little do they know

I can always go lower

I keep trying to kill myself

But I keep waking up

Hid my letters take my pills

I guess I'm never taking up

They say the only way is up

But the ground keeps getting closer

They say it will go back up

It keeps on getting slower

I can always go lower