Looking for Something (Explicit)

Looking for Something (Explicit) - Jerreau

Written by：Jerreau Smith/Ivan Houpe

Yeah ugh follow me

Yeah just follow me

And they never invite me round

Then say you always out of town

Follow through and follow up

Pick up the phone can you do that much

But they never hit me up

Then say you never keep in touch

It's a two way street

I don't want to always feel like we catching up

But you still holding on

To what got away

Let you tell it you let it go

But that's just some sh*t you say

That make you feel better about decisions you make no

It's not alright it's not okay no

It's not becoming of you tomorrow damn

Sure as hell ain't today

There's a hell of a disconnect

From what you say you want

To what you seek out

To the sh*t that you accept

In retrospect I would have done things different

Then I would have made other of mistakes

You got to live with it

Then build with it

Damn the sh*t feel different

But it's not about me

This is not about you

This it not about us

This is not about love

It's not about much

There's nothing between us

It's not what it was

Todays hate is yesterdays love

I think it's best we keep it like it is

Girl just because

I been looking for something

I don't know what it is

I ain't found it yet

I won't stop for nothing

I don't know what it is

When my mind is set

I can't stop for nothing

I can't stop for nothing

I hope it's not in vein

And it's not for nothing

I been looking for something

I don't know what it is

I ain't found it yet

I won't stop for nothing

I don't know what it is

When my mind is set

I can't stop for nothing

I can't stop for nothing

I praise it's not in vein

And it's not for nothing

Spinning out of control

Jesus take the wheel

The wound is too deep to heal

When it hurts me still

I'm drinking distilled

For keeping it real

My cousin just died for real

He took his own life

This sh*t is too real

When and where did I fail

He just had a son

Just came back from jail

No I don't smoke but I will

I just bought me a gram

I just rolled me a l

Jerreau be still

This too shall pass

I'm talking to self

I'm looking for help

I won't carry no water

But I'm back at the well

Now where do I go

Where do we go from here

I'm lost as hell

I been looking for something

I don't know what it is

I ain't found it yet

I won't stop for nothing

I don't know what it is

When my mind is set

I can't stop for nothing

I can't stop for nothing

I hope it's not in vein

And it's not for nothing

I been looking for something

I don't know what it is

I ain't found it yet

I won't stop for nothing

I don't know what it is

When my mind is set

I can't stop for nothing

I can't stop for nothing

I praise it's not in vein

And it's not for nothing

I been looking for something

I don't know what it is

I ain't found it yet

I won't stop for nothing

I don't know what it is

When my mind is set

I can't stop for nothing

I can't stop for nothing

I hope it's not in vein

And it's not for nothing

All the sacrifices you made for it

Then you look up and ask

What do I have to show for

Hope these questions don't last

Hope these questions don't last