Give Up My Ghost (Explicit)

Tongue twisted lines bitter symphony

I'll be the trustworthy side to my suffering

I've got a hit list for this sickness

So don't try to *******sell me on a death wish why

I've been here once before

Cause I've been fighting all my life

It's all the same I wasted all my time

In hopes to get it right

Severed all my ties

And now I know where to go

There's so much they don't know

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever

Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away

I don't wanna go this alone it's now or never

Too hard to say so I suffocate suffocate

I shoulda known shoulda known they were sick of me

Led me to play selfish games for the sympathy

I went insane turned my allies into enemies

Then *******left them a problematic awkward status

Cause I've been fighting all my life

It's all the same I wasted all my time

In hopes to get it right

Severed all my ties

And now I know where to go

There's so much they don't know

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever

Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away

I don't wanna go this alone it's now or never

Too hard to say so I suffocate suffocate

I always felt like a throw away

Ever since I can remember

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever

Forget my name

I put myself on display

Tried not to show the pain

Inside of me side of me

No one ever sees

A side of me side of me

That no one would believe

Maybe you're all just too late

There's nothing left to take

There's a side of me side of me no one ever sees

A side of me a side of me believes that

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever

Too hard to take feels like I'm worlds away

I don't wanna go this alone it's now or never

Too hard to say so I suffocate suffocate

I always felt like a throw away

Ever since I can remember

Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever