BST (Explicit)

BST (Explicit) - Polo G

Lyrics by：Polo G/Jahmere Tylon/Jordan Knight

Composed by：Polo G/Jahmere Tylon/Jordan Knight

JTK

JTK

JTK

Yo yo

Blood sweat and tears what I shed

Sleepless nights in my bed

They only love when you shining

I won't let it get to my head

Got a lil' one on the way

Now I gotta do this s**t for my kid

Havin' conversations with the sky

And I meant everything that I said

For my family gotta build a legacy

I'ma be the man when I'm dead

Worked too hard I can't slip up

So I'm clutching tight on this lead

Naw I ain't a killer but don't push me

I'm too close to the edge

Is what it is ain't no looking back

Don't regret the things that I did ayy

System got the hood f**ked up killers

Crack fiends and some Christians

Lil' n***a all he know is bang only 16

On a mission ayy

Drug money out there serving fiends

Only time he show his ambition

Kid on the way mama's bills late

Gotta hustle hard gotta get it

Block was slow so he had to rob

Just to make 'em smile on Christmas

Caught a case judge ain't tryna hear

All the things influenced my decisions

Hate to follow rules elementary school

All started off with suspensions

If it weren't for rapping where would I be

I just thank God that I'm gifted

Made it to the top and I stood up

First I had to crawl in them trenches

We got hate in us tryna murder somethin'

Runnin' through the field hoppin' fences

They left blood stains on our corner

Gotta spin back with a vengeance

Glock discharge it's a man down

Real gang members handle business

Blood sweat and tears what I shed

Sleepless nights in my bed

They only love when you shining

I won't let it get to my head

Got a lil' one on the way

Now I gotta do this s**t for my kid

Havin' conversations with the sky

And I meant everything that I said

For my family gotta build a legacy

I'ma be the man when I'm dead

Worked too hard I can't slip up

So I'm clutching tight on this lead

Naw I ain't a killer but don't push me

I'm too close to the edge

Is what it is ain't no looking back

Don't regret the things that I did

We some young n***as we don't give a f**k

Knock a n***a head right off

Bunch of hollow shells on that crime scene

It was DOA white chalk

I know real killers no remorse in 'em

Proud of the bodies they caught

Went through a lot and I'm only 20

It's a lot of things that I saw

S**t left me cold on the inside

Feelin' like I need to unthaw

Was it to fill a void or acceptance

Lookin' at the things that I bought

I still get depressed in my mansion

Contemplating deep in my thoughts

I'm just glad that I'm still standing

It's a lot of demons I fought

Voices in my head and that gun cocked

Late night rides in all black

Really come from nothin'

I was on that block like the streets all that I got

I done been snaked by my own kind

So who really watchin' my back

Know they want me gone one up top

I'm a dead man if I lack

Blood sweat and tears what I shed

Sleepless nights in my bed

They only love when you shining

I won't let it get to my head

Got a lil' one on the way

Now I gotta do this s**t for my kid

Havin' conversations with the sky

And I meant everything that I said

For my family gotta build a legacy

I'ma be the man when I'm dead

Worked too hard I can't slip up

So I'm clutching tight on this lead

Naw I ain't a killer but don't push me

I'm too close to the edge

Is what it is ain't no looking back

Don't regret the things that I did ayy