Birthday Song

Birthday Song - Guilt Mountain

I use the words she's living loosely

If I ever dare use 'em at all

And it's a couple laundry lists of things to clutter up your years

And then you can't keep awake you can't keep up

And it's been a little while since I've been home

And I've been doing lots of things that you can't know

And they say it's getting better long as it's not getting worse

So I'll bury myself in duller things

And I'll call you when I can

And I'll carry my head around these states

Give it the run around

So when Sarah asks I shut down shut down shut down

Sarah asks I shut down shut down shut down

Sarah asks I shut down shut down shut down

Sarah asks I shut down shut down shut down

So we both get shots

But two in your eyes

Just one in my thigh each week gone by

And the source of it all is a messed up vessel

Holes in my brain see no one's safe

And I fall asleep real easy the same as you

But I've learned to get up

And flowers are all I can ever manage

Let's pretend they matter this once