Not What I Wanted

Not What I Wanted - Evan Olson

Lately there's been a change in me

And I'm not sure if I can handle it

But every day has a different way

To tear me apart just a little bit

It seems I've been taking the long way down

To a place I really didn't want to go

I can't explain why you pick my brain

Just to tell me what I already know

It was a lonely mixed up tragedy

It's something that I just can't seem to release

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Deep inside where I used to hide

There's a place in need of a miracle

And people claim that they'll stay the same

But they never have and they never will

When it's a lonely mixed up memory

And it leaves me here with nothing more to believe

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Harmony for you and me

That's the way we want it to be

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

You can't deny the truth wore thin

When we both know what could have been

You can't deny the truth wore thin

When we both know what could have been

You can't deny the truth wore thin

When we both know what could have been

You can't deny the truth wore thin

When we both know what could have been

It's a lonely mixed up tragedy

That rips apart my life long dream

And a lonely mixed up memory

That keeps me down when I just wanna be free

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Harmony for you and me

That's the way we want it to be

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Not what I wanted

Not what I wanted

Not what I need

Not what I wanted

Not what I wanted

Not what I need