Not There Yet

Ayy

Devin Cruise, Happy Holladay (yeah)

Look, look

I paid a note for a car I don't drive, a crib I don't stay in

It's for my baby mama, I ain't trippin', I'm just sayin'

Before y'all come to me and ask for somethin' for free

Knowin' I got a kid? Y'all gotta be kiddin'

I sleep in the same bed I did when I was 12

I ain't complainin', I brought that on myself

I said, "I'ma struggle but I'ma grind

I'ma flex when it's time"

Sleep diagonal 'cause my feet hang off the edge every time

It's so much that y'all don't know about

Like all the things I go without

**** that I see *****s with, I want, but I be holdin' out

I'm sittin' and I'm chillin', I'm workin' and I'm waitin'

It's crazy how you gotta be eager and still patient

You can't work a regular job 'cause locally, you famous

On top of all that, throw a baby in the equation

Is that your heartbeat? I can hear it, *****

Welcome to my world, you scared, *****?

Sometimes I think a lot, more times I drink a lot

Where I'm from, *****s take you out for **** they think you got

***** that you don't even like,

Kill you 'cause they think you Pac

Swear to God, I love my hood, but I don't even be hangin' out

Half the people cheerin' for you, other half don't care for you

Women used to curve me, now they ask,

"Why I ain't hear from you?"

Everybody want a piece, they all need they share of you

*****s doin' favors so they can bring up what they did for you

Nah, I don't need it, bro, but I see you, though

**** was *****s at when they repoed my vehicle?

I was out here stressed, I was down and vexed

I sent you a text, I guess you didn't see it, though

Feel like we almost there (Yeah),

Like this the final stretch (Ayy)

But at congratulations, save it, 'cause I'm not there yet (Naw)

I know that God's still got me, He ain't forgot me yet

But I'm still pushin',

I'm still prayin', 'cause I'm not there yet (Paw)

I put that on this set, I put that on this set

We gon' be there soon but we not there yet

I say, "Thank you," to my angels, I know I've been blessed

But keep God in my steps, 'cause I'm not there yet, yeah