I Can't Help Myself

I Can't Help Myself - Mokita

Another day

A new disguise

Waking up close your eyes

The million little lies

I've thrown together

It's been so long

Since I laid it out

And I could use a friend

To talk me down

Or maybe just spend a little time together

Cuz I'm not quite sure

How long it's gonna take

But I'm sick and tired

Of talking to myself

Oh why oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that I'm fine

Oh why why

Do I hide behind these eyes

All the tears I should've cried

Oh I keep telling myself

That it's okay to ask for help

Okay to need someone else

Someone

Oh I keep telling myself that it's

Okay to ask for help

Cuz I know

I know I can't help myself

I can't help myself

I'm too grown up to be afraid

Too far gone for things to change

All these lies I keep believing

I've held it in for too long now

And I could use a friend to talk it out

Or maybe just spend a little time together

Cuz I'm not quite sure

How long it's gonna take

But I'm sick and tired

Of doing this alone

Oh why oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that we're fine

Oh why why

Do we hide behind these eyes

All the tears we should've cried

Oh I keep telling myself

That it's okay to ask for help

Okay to need someone else

Someone

Oh I keep telling myself that it's

Okay to ask for help

Cuz I know

I know I can't help myself

I can't help myself

Why oh why

Do we keep it all inside

Keep pretending that we're fine

Oh why why

Do we hide behind these eyes

All the tears we should've cried