Felt Just Like Vacation

Your floor felt like falling backwar

Ds in a steady slipstream

The lazy tide is bringing me to shore

Eighty degree water

I see right to the bottom

Take the pressure off for good

Don't give me anymore

Give me the worst sleep spots

Corners to get stuck in

Pump me full of friends and alcohol

And I'll be thinking of

You long after the night's through

Long after I'm peeled off of the wall and shipped to Brooklyn

And it might be 'cause I'm not alone

But this vacation feels more like home than habitually checking my phone

For texts I won't respond to

From people I don't talk to

In truth December destroyed me

January crushed me

By February I was not myself

March rolled in like beatings

And rolled out like a bear hug

In April I stared out the window for a f**king month

I don't want October

I don't want November

I don't want to feel those crippling blows

That I can't explain to

Myself my friends or you

So I soften them with hours of Nintendo

And it might be 'cause I'm not alone

But this vacation feels more like home than refreshing e mails

I won't respond to from people I don't talk to

Please give me Caye Caulker

My feet in the water

Someone who doesn't yawn when I go on

And I'll be thinking of her long after the summer

Long after the crowd is bored and talking s**t

And moved away and everybody's gone

So the winter never kills me

So the winter never kills me

So the winter never kills me

Winter won't kill me