You Make It Worse (Explicit)

I hate myself

The way I am right now (I am right now)

And you made me feel

Like I was changing

I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself

Now you see my playing

So why help?

I try to keep my head out of this hell

I can hear what you saying just not well

'cause in my head it's all just words

They don't make sense but they still hurt

I'm playing dead now how does it work

I need you to go 'cause you make it worse

('cause you make it worse)

I don't ever wanna fall in love again

'cause it hurts too much

And I can't forget

Sometimes getting high makes it better

But in the end it doesn't really matter

Break hearts, break bones

I love to hate you when I'm alone

Hate, it's my fault

But how could I have ever known

I hate myself

The way I am right now (I am right now)

And you made me feel

Like I was changing

I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself

Now you see my playing

So why help?

I try to keep my head out of this hell

I can hear what you saying just not well

'cause in my head it's all just words

They don't make sense but they still hurt

Im playing dead now how does it work

I need you to go 'cause you make it worse

('cause you make it worse)

Guess I'm cruising on my own for now

And I'll find my way back home and out

Again, again

And to be honest I'm better off like this

My pain's in vein 'cause I can't resist

Like magic pulling me into this

(me into this)

I hate myself

The way I am right now (I am right now)

And you made me feel

Like I was changing

I'm still waiting (I'm still waiting)

I've been feeling let down hating myself

Now you see my playing

So why help?

I try to keep my head out of this hell

I can hear what you saying just not well

'cause in my head it's all just words

They don't make sense but they still hurt

I'm playing dead now how does it work

I need you to go 'cause you make it worse

('cause you make it worse)

'cause you make it worse

'cause you make it worse

'cause you make it worse

I need you to go

'cause you make it worse

(But it doesn't make any Sense)