Black Synagogue (Explicit)

Black Synagogue (Explicit) - Angel Haze

And the light the light can make everything feel beautiful

It can make it feel safe so safe that like in the night

We spend all of our time running away from our truths

And then we meet someone who tells us "God will always love you

No matter what you do

The only thing that will never stop loving you is God "

And because of all of our darkness which at night I still run from

Which at night all still run from we get stuck chasing light

That's a black synagogue

And God said that the maker shall inhabit the Earth

But there shall be masses I said masses of bloodshed first

And that will open the floodgates of Heaven

And pour down upon us His blessings

From the floor to the ceiling but only if you praise Him

I said praise Him

Shall you receive His healing

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

I been running from the pain in my brain

Got stains on my scene while I search for the real me

Search for the real me lost in the night

I only talk to angels when I'm lost in a height

I don't really wanna get lost in my mind

So I pray until I feel I'm getting lost in the vibe

Then I took the bottle up and I drink it to my what

Yep drink it to my f**king souls lost in my eyes

But I don't really wanna drown no cuz I'm not that trusting

But I'mma keep coming 'round though

Till I'm sure that I found something

And when I tell you what it is you better talk to God remember

No feelings no thoughts allowed

And if pain's a trapdoor then I need God

So send someone to come walk me out

But don't think don't talk about it

Wait don't sing don't tell nobody

Wait don't drink don't fail your body

Wait don't scream no f**king shout it

See these voices in my head are the f**king loudest

So belligerent so f**king rowdy

And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded

And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet

So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me

But you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me

So I keep praying every word that I keep saying

Every part of me that I needed shield from

Every part of me that needs saving

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

None of this's real when it calls to

Thought I found you now I'm lost too

I've been listening to service sermons

A lotta redefining a lot of words reworded

A lotta thoughts detected and thoughts suggested

A lotta stuff that resonates with certain persons

I've been searching for the truth but it's embedded in lies

Read every single verse until I'm red in my eyes

And God only hear you when you offering ties

And protection is the truth

But when the Devil's a lie

But what am I to do when the Devil is I

And everything I touch seems to shrivel and die

My mama always said I was a rebel inside

But now I'm looking for some peace and a benevolent I

And how it feels to need that some humbling pie

And how long it will take when it comes from the sky

Means I'll probably be waiting until I crumble and die

And just wrestling with Satan while I'm struggling by

So I think I talk about it

Wait I drink I tell somebody

Wait I sink I fail my body

Wait I scream I'm f**king shouting

Cuz these voices in my head are the f**king loudest

So belligerent so f**king rowdy

And my tunnel vision's so f**king clouded

And I don't really have a motherf**king outlet

So I talk to God but I don't really know if He can hear me

And you know him well and I think that you could bring him near me

So I keep praying everything that I keep saying

Every part of me that I needed shield from

Every part of me that needs saving

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

Save me from the pain

I'm falling down

Don't you hear me calling

I need you now

Fill me 'til I'm full with your holy light

Give me sanction

Can you bring me back to life

Did he die on the cross for this

Do you have any f**king proof

Everything here is man-made

And I'm just searching for some f**king truth

Cuz everything they told me not to do

Has always made me question what freedom is

Why listen to the words when they not from you

And why feel judged when I freely live

Now I know what the f**king root of evil is

And why peace is dead but evil lives

Everybody thinking they can talk to you

And what they believe in they hearts are true

Now they feel that they had the right to persecute

Now I don't really know who wrote the Bible

But nothing under the sun goes unrecycled

Take every shot you have with a f**king rifle

Cuz you rarely ever get a chance for revival

So just think just talk about it

Wait just think just tell somebody

Wait don't blink don't fail your body

Wait just scream just f**king shout it

So the voices in your head fall abruptly silent

And the blood in your veins flows rough and violent

And you see everything with your lifted eyelids

And every burden you carry is eventually lighted

And you talk to God even when you ain't sure he hears you

When you give it to Him tell Him He can keep the pain and fears too

And you keep praying only now you don't repeat saying

Cuz you know when you let it go then you receive saving

How many people here look for Jesus to solve their problems

Lots of people

And how many of those people are fixed

None of them know f**king about shit

They're all f**king f**ked up

Anything to help you escape

It takes it it takes something to just say

"F**k it This is reality I'm gonna deal with it"

But do we ever really deal with it

Deal with it stop running stop trying to find these substitutes

Stop trying to find Jesus in strangers and Jesus in church and God

And find God in yourself

Powerful thing yeah