Out of Time (Explicit)

I've never felt so sober

I've never felt the low that I feel tonight

Your words made everything drag on and on

I finally found her

And when I did I just couldn't make things right

Is this really happening

Oh God I think I just ruined my life

What the f*ck am I doing

I can't tell the difference from wrong and right

I second guess my decisions

Cause I haven't been this person in my whole life

I think I need something new here

When I keep longing for what I had

No need for second opinions

I do the best I can to ruin what I have

Come on

Don't think you've got to go it alone here

I've got nothing left to hide

You've got time just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone to put you first in their life

Cause we're running out of time

Let's have three cheers for the new year

(Hey hey hey)

Here's to hoping it's not as bad

This wasn't part of my vision

The optimist in me swore we could make this last but no

You ruined my favorite records

I listen to them and think of you

I just hope you remember

All of the countless times that I believed in you for what

Don't think you've got to go it alone here

I've got nothing left to hide

You've got time just make up your mind

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone to put you first in their life

Cause we're running out of time

Just know that it kills me

When I hear anything to do with you

If you don't see it just believe me

I need to be right where you are

You know that I'm leaving (I'm leaving)

And you won't hear until a year from now

But this kills me (this kills me)

Cause now I hate that everything's

Everything's about you

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right)

I thought this was what you wanted

Someone to put you first in their life

Cause we're running out of time

Don't think you've got to go it alone here

I've got nothing left to hide

You've got time just make up your mind