How Will I Go (Explicit)

How Will I Go (Explicit) - Apollo Brown/Guilty Simpson

The question

You ever think about how you gonna go man

What your fate is

How you gonna go out

I do

I think about it quite often

Deep in my mind

I wonder

How will I go will I know

Will I feel pain will the steel bang

Be a john doe will they know my real name

Or will the people know me will it be my homie

Will I go on some beef will I go in my sleep

Broad day in the streets they call the people on me

Watching while the white sheet's put on me

That's a cold stage maybe old age

Or a foe from the old days

But I'm a changed man that was my old ways

Will I have a chance to say goodbye

Or will it be so quick you shouldn't blink your eye

I'm living life but I'm sure to die

I'm being honest we're all promised

Doomed to have your day you can't stop it

Can't stop it

No can't stop it

I wonder

I wonder

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How will I go

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I think about it some say I'm paranoid

But it's an issue that I can't avoid

Will I go at the hands of an unknown man

A quick flash like a polaroid

Or maybe Alzheimer's it took my grandmamma

Forgetting everything she once honored I'm being honest

I hope before he takes my life I get a chance to make it right

I need answers hopefully I fight like mom

When she beat the breast cancer trying to say goodnight

Will I get to reach my goals

Or will it be so quick that I won't even know

I'm living but I'm sure to go

I'm being honest we're all promised

Sure to have your day you can't stop it

Can't stop it no can't stop it

I wonder

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Mo'f**kas think I'm crazy to even be thinking about that right

I think everybody does

I wonder