New Mood (Explicit)

Why can't I put the past on ice

So f**king bad at cutting ties

I'm sick of sucking on old juice

The same old news still applies

I wish that I could just move forward

Instead of being an emotional hoarder

I think it's time for cutting lose

It's time for choosing what you choose

And once you find your point of view

I hope you light up like a fuse

I wanna light up a new mood

I wanna light up a new mood

I wanna light up a new mood

Why can't I take my own advice

Once was bad but now it's twice

I'm sick of f**king with past lives

The same past lies still apply

I wish that I could just move forward

Instead of being an emotional hoarder

I think it's time for cutting lose

It's time for choosing what you choose

And once you find your point of view

I hope you light up like a fuse

I wanna light up a new mood

Where I choose what I choose

And I finally cut it loose

And I found my point of view

I think it's time for cutting loose

It's time for choosing what you choose

And once you've found your point of view

I hope you light a f**king fuse

I wanna light up a new muse

I wanna light up a new mood

I wanna light up a new mood

I chase illusion every time

Until I'm f**king petrified

I wanna run it back again

I wanna run it back again

Again again again again again

I wanna run it again

I wanna run back again

I wanna run again

And when I'm happy and in love

I'll know the burn was worth the buzz

'Cause like Ethan Hawke in Before Sunrise

I guess it's just a little too hard to summarize

And I'm sorry I'm not sorry

I really don't want to apologize

For taking my time wrestling with doubt

It took me a second to realize

It wasn't either it was neither

And I'm honestly I'm just workin' it out

I f**k it up like every time

And once it's over I question why

And jump right back where it began

Before I know

I wanna run it again

I wanna run it back again

I wanna run it again

I wanna run it again again again

I chase illusion every time

Until I'm f**king petrified

I wanna run it back again

I wanna run it again

I wanna run it again