Clarity (Explicit)

Guess I never made it easy

And I know I f**ked up

But we could go on and on and on

And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me

'Cause you always gave up

Look, we could go on and on and on

And you'll never wake up

I kinda wish I never met you

Fucking forget you

We never knew just when to draw the line

It hurts me if I ever upset you

But I was upset too

Yeah, I was scared of leaving this behind

'Cause I need space to gain some clarity

'Cause I hate the way you look at me

I'm in love with the feeling

Of chasing my demons

That circle around in my mind

Guess I never made it easy

And I know I f**ked up

But we could go on and on and on

And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me

'Cause you always gave up

Look we could go on and on and on

And you'll never wake up

And maybe if I call you back, yeah

It would stop all of this flashing back, yeah

That's maybe why I numb all the pain

By forgetting your face

Am I falling again for this?

You can say we never tried

Just too young to realize

And I should've put my focus on you

All the s**t that I'd do

I was lost and confused then

So I guess I need space to gain some clarity

'Cause I hate the way you look at me

I'm in love with the feeling

Of chasing my demons

That circle around in my mind

Guess I never made it easy

And I know I f**ked up

But we could go on and on and on

And it wouldn't be enough

So don't act like you need me

'Cause you always gave up

Look, we could go on and on and on

And you'll never wake up

(Why won't you wake up for me?)