Wishes

Wishes - Tiny Habits

Composed by：Cinya Khan/Maya Rae/Judah Mayowa

Produced by：Tony Berg/Will Maclellan

I wish I was a reader

And I wish I was

The kind of daughter

That calls her mom

With stupid questions

Or anything at all

And I wish that I was smaller

Or I wish I was

Better at being kind

To the one body that I've got

After all it keeps me breathing

Till the day it just cannot

I wish I didn't

Feel like a burden

All the time

Wish I was certain

I wanna live this kind of life

I wish I didn't linger

On every thought

Reshaping every moment

To the point of losing touch

Wish I was in my body

'Stead of hovering above

And I wish that I was harder

And I wish I was

Less of a feeler

So it wouldn't hurt so much

But I offer all my pillows

And I give my bed to lay

I'm a shoulder for a cry

Until the tears melt me away

I wish I didn't

Feel like a burden

All the time

Wish I was certain

I wanna live this kind of life

I wish that I was smarter

And I wish I could

Communicate a thought

Without being misunderstood

But it's better keeping quiet

Yea it's easy staying put

And I wish I didn't cater

When I know I should

Stop begging for forgiveness

And start putting down my foot

I'm just used to people pleasing

Yea I've gotten way too good

I think I've become the person

That I said I never would

I wish I didn't

Feel like a burden

All the time

Wish I was certain

I wanna live this kind of life

I wish I didn't

Feel like a burden

I wish I wasn't

So scared of something

I wish these wishes

Weren't all for nothing

All the time