Gone (Explicit)

Everything is so clear easter fresh in my head

The beautiful girl and everything is said

We lay in my bed for now we just lay

I could only dream you'd be mine one day

My dream came true although it took long

You kissed me on the bed

To the pearl jam song he heh

I remember all this just like it was yesterday

It wasn't yesterday

You called me everywhere together every hour

Even in the shower slept in the shower

You took me by your house

You told me you were scared that

I would think you were rich

Somehow you cared what I thought

You even spent your every dime on me but more than that

You spent your time with a fool

That couldn't hold a gem like you down

For very long now tell me if it's gone

Don't don't don't let me don't don't don't let me down

I lived my life in an endless fight

And just when everything's right I look and you're gone

I prey for a chance to make it all up

I knock on the door

And remain shut I look and you're gone

I've tried to be strong can't take it for long

I still don't know what went wrong I look and you're gone

I've tried everything I'm on my last string

I'm stuck here under you're wing I look and you're gone

I'm straight 'cause I still got memories

That'll be with me for life

If I came home late my day had been rough

Sometimes you would break out with that whale stuff

You'd cook dinner chicken and spaghetti sauce

In a house where only you took a loss

You had a new car you could hardly drive

'Cause you had a ninetyfive and a dive

I was broke and you supported my dream

This makes it our dream we were a team

When it came true I left you why

When I look at all this I wanna die

You were there you hung on until you fell

A woman like you didn't need that hell

Even if I never see you again

It's so important that you hear me

And understand that I'm sorry

I love you I never meant wrong

And now I gotta ask myself is it gone

Don't don't don't let me don't don't don't let me down

I lived my life in an endless fight

And just when everything's right I look and you're gone

I prey for a chance to make it all up

I knock on the door

And remain shut I look and you're gone

I've tried to be strong can't take it for long

I still don't know what went wrong I look and you're gone

I've tried everything I'm on my last string

I'm stuck here under you're wing I look and you're gone

Nothing anyone can ever say or do

Will change the fact that you were once mine

And let the scars and said it all

It's all only worth half everything I do

Half way done half without you

I play for a chance to make it all right

It's hell everyday and worse every night

But I'm alright though my life is still worth living

Just knowing that you're on this earth

But you're not with me I'm left far behind

But it's nobody ones fault but mine that you're gone

Don't don't don't it's the fault of mine don't let me down

I lived my life in an endless fight

And just when everything's right I look and you're gone

I prey for a chance to make it all up

I knock on the door

And remain shut I look and you're gone

I've tried to be strong can't take it for long

I still don't know what went wrong I look and you're gone

I've tried everything I'm on my last string

I'm stuck here under you're wing I look and you're gone

I'll never meet anybody as fresh as you and if I do

It won't be the same as you

But you chose someone else over me so f**k it now I'm

I'll make up the pennywine like I loved you

But there's nothing else I can do

So now I wish I stand wanting for you

You'll make one hell of a wife

And now I'll hold any train see better than I do

I'll show you what's better for you

So if you bother right now and that's where that we go

My brain you come back home for now

I'll make up the pennywine like I loved you

But there's nothing else I can do

So now I wish I stand wanting for you

You'll make one hell of a wife

And now I'll hold any train see better than I do

I'll show you what's better for you

So if you bother right now and that's where that we go

My brain you come back home for now

I'll make up the pennywine like I loved you

But there's nothing else I can do

So now I wish I stand wanting for you

You'll make one hell of a wife

And now I'll hold any train see better than I do

I'll show you what's better for you

So if you bother right now and that's where that we go

My brain you come back home for now

I'll make up the pennywine like I loved you

But there's nothing else I can do

So now I wish I stand wanting for you

You'll make one hell of a wife

And now I'll hold any train see better than I do

I'll show you what's better for you

So now you bother right now and that's where that we go

My brain you come back home for now

And now I've move on