firearm (Explicit)

firearm - Lizzy McAlpine

Lyrics by：Elizabeth McAlpine

Composed by：Elizabeth McAlpine

I get high out the window

And I don't tell my mom

I mix you with my vodka

And it turns me on

There's a hole in my heart

And I can't find the bullet

But you sleep with the firearm

I should've pulled it on you

What a shame I can see it all

Now that we're through

I get drunk with my friends

Your name never comes up

I tell strangers online

That we broke up

There's a hole in my heart

And I hate that it's there

'Cause I liked to act

Like I really don't care

But I do

What a shame that I put up with you

What a joke was it all just an act

I hate that it took me so long to react

You had me convinced that you loved me

What a f**ked up reality show

Was it fame or the lack thereof

I just don't know

You had me convinced that you loved me

I'm not sure you've realized

The pain that you caused

I don't feel like talking

But everyone else does

There's a hole in my heart

And I can't find the bullet

But you sleep with the firearm

I should've pulled it on you

Now I don't have the energy to