Promise

I've been blinded I've been blinded

Looking for some love

I can't find it I can't find it

Thought I had enough

So absent minded absent minded

Thought I'd change your mind

But you decided

Yeah you decided

I wasn't worthy worth of loving

Another broken heart

Just trying to hurt me

How do I sit back and enjoy the journey

My stomach's turning

I see the memories burning

Is it even concerning to you

That we made a promise

We never break down all that we have started

But the pain keeps me awake dearly departed

I don't ever wanna let you go

But you should know

Look what you started

I threw my love to you

But you never caught it

What was I supposed to do

Lie down rejected my heart

Did you even expect it

I wonder what you're perspective or not

You seen so unaffected by love

You treated me like an idol like an idol

Someone who would truly deserve the title

Now my lungs don't breathe the same

I'm losing vital

Now I feel back like I did when I was a child

It's hard to break a smile

I'm done with the panicing right now

It's hard to be pressed

When I'm caught in this dream I ever know

I have an obsession

Can you blame me

I couldn't change me

Even if I wanted I'm forever all in

That I made a promise

I never look back now that we have started

But the pain keeps me awake dearly departed

I don't ever wanna let you go

But you should know

Look what you started

I threw my love to you

But you never caught it

What was I supposed to do

Lie down rejected my heart

Did you even expect it yeah

I wonder what you perspective on that

You seem so unaffected by love

Look what you made me