How I Feel (Explicit)

How I Feel (Explicit) - Asiah

Lyrics by：Jasper Kaptein/Manoah Hoff/Joshua Sambo

Composed by：Jasper Kaptein/Manoah Hoff/Joshua Sambo

Where do I belong

Sometimes I feel wrong but I do it right

I try to do it right

Where do I belong

I'm writing all these songs

I'm asking why

I'm asking why

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind

I listen to my heart

Wish that I was capable of taking any loss

I am not unbreakable I bend it's not enough

My heart is unreplaceable so please don't let it fall

We always build a wall

To cover our emotions yeah we try to turn 'em off

They want to get inside when you try to open up

I think that's why we get lost

When you almost reach the top

That's when they try to throw you off

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind

I think I wanna stay inside for the rest of my life

I was fifteen years old with thoughts of suicide

Tried to be a man they told me boys do not cry

Some things will be forever in the back of my mind yeah

Some things I'll never leave behind

Why am I so scared of running behind

I have traumas that haunt me every night

When I die I just wanna leave something behind

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind

I do not know how I feel

I'm searching deep inside

Try to find a piece of mind

I left so much behind