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​11 September 2025, Thursday – If you’ve ever needed to run into a heavy downpour to cry and scream your feelings out, this is the song for you. Hong Kong singer-songwriter kayan9896 (Jeannie Ng Ka-yan) returns with her most emotionally charged single yet, “Lost in the Rain”,paired with an equally striking visual music video that mirrors the track’s raw intensity. 
 
Written in the quiet aftermath of a breakup she initiated but didn’t expect to grieve so deeply, “Lost in the Rain” captures the bittersweet truth of ending a relationship to protect yourself,even when your heart hasn’t let go. It’s the kind of heartbreak that comes from choosing what’s right, yet still mourning what’s lost — a storm of feelings where anger, disappointment, and a soft, lingering sadness collide. Built on a moody, rain-washed blend of alternative pop and R&B, the track mirrors the emotional contradictions in its lyrics: knowing it’s over, yet secretly hoping they’ll come back and make it all make sense. Kayan’s evocative vocals cut through the haze with a raw honesty, carrying every flicker of vulnerability and defiance. 
 
The single arrives alongside a striking music video that turns emotional conflict into cinematic spectacle. Directed by acclaimed visual storyteller @the11thgram, the London-shot short film blends intense martial arts choreography — from boxing sequences to samurai-style sword fights — with the grit and style of a Kill Bill homage. Filmed entirely on 16mm, the video’s tactile grain and atmospheric rain pull viewers straight into the fight. Kayan spent two days in martial arts training before cameras rolled, making every punch and parry as real as the heartbreak that inspired them. 
 
“This song came from a place I couldn’t hide from,” Kayan shares. “It’s messy, it’s honest, and it’s every feeling I couldn’t put into words — so I turned them into a melody.”

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​​《撇》——在雨中迷失的，不只是愛情，還有自己。​ 
 
​​這首歌，來自一段結束得太安靜的關係。​ 
​​沒有爭吵，沒有摔門而去的劇情，只有一句「這樣下去，我會慢慢不見」。​ 
 
​​我曾以為，主動放手的人會比較不痛。​ 
​​但原來，有一種心碎，是你明明還愛，卻不得不走。​ 
​​不是因為不夠愛，而是因為繼續愛，會失去自己。​ 
 
​​《撇》寫的是那種模糊又真實的情緒——​ 
​​你知道一切都該結束了，理智像傘一樣把你撐住，​ 
​​可心裏還是下着雨，還是會回頭看，還是會偷偷希望，有一天他會回來，帶着答案。​ 
 
​​歌裏藏着很多情緒：​ 
​​有一點生氣，一點不甘，也有很多很多的遺憾。​ 
​​但更多的，是那種軟軟的哀傷——​ 
​​當一個你曾擁抱過的人，發現他原來只為別人閃閃發光，​ 
​​你只能微笑，然後靜靜地走開。​ 
 
​​這是一首寫給「明明愛，卻必須放手」的人們的歌。​ 
​​不是灑脱的，也不是灑狗血的。​ 
​​它像一場雨，無聲地淋濕你所有沒説出口的話。​ 
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我曾經以為，愛情是butterflies in my stomach, 見到那個人時小鹿亂撞 ，以為愛情的火花就是對他毫無抵抗的吸引。然而，與一個人相處得如此舒適，彷佛早已相識已久的感覺又該如何解釋呢？你們的話題似乎沒有盡頭，思想不謀而合，總能接上彼此的句子。他總是能在你開口之前就知道你的想法和喜好。 我曾經以為這只是友情，決定為這曖昧不明的關係畫下句號。

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