Sicker Things

Backwards leaving game we're beating

Stupid reasons useless feelings

I wasn't that surprised

It's always part of my

Awkward attempts to stay gone

I remain unknown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I entertained in sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of unbearable

Feel castrated complicated

Feelings fleeted mind mistreated

I wasn't that prepared

I wasn't that aware

Just wanted to disappear

I remain unknown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I'm entertained in sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of unbearable

Comin' around comin' down

Givin' a frown to the sound

When I hit ground I

Hate the way that I say ecstasy

When I know that I don't give a f**k about it anyway

Stay awake feeling cold and tired

Resignation life's frustrations

I should have thought ahead

And I remain unknooooown

I'm bleeding where I bled

I'm hiding where I hid

I'm entertained in sicker things

And everybody said

I'm burning out instead

The softer side of unbearable

I'm sicker than I thought

I'm fighting what I fought

I'm right back where I started from

Backwards leaving game we're beating