Amor Fati

God doesn’t love me.

na teoreonoheulge manha.

gohaeseongsaneun eobtji.

jaetteorina jwobwa.

Inhale. Exhale.

yeongiboda yogi meonjeo nawa.

nae momgwa ibeul deoreophimyeon

hell,

jamsi ne saenggagi nalkka.

neon nae sumyeonje, nae kapein.

nae baireoseu, nae baeksin.

nae bible, nae chimdae

mite dirty magazine.

I’m in trouble.

urin wanbyeokhi

matneun jogak dul,

dareun peojeul.

sinseonghaji anheun sesangi

sinseongsihaneun geotdeul.

They cannot change me.

Nothing can save me.

You try to run away,

run away from the world.

But then you run away,

run away from yourself

and you don’t know the way home.

nan nareul mideo.

nune boineun i sunganeul mideo.

i suljaneul mideo.

But they call me a non-believer.

You try to run away,

run away from the world.

But then you run away,

run away from yourself

and you don’t know the way home.

nan nareul mideo.

sone goineun nae ttameul mideo.

nae simjangeul mideo.

sarangeul mideo.

But they call me a non-believer.

naege yageul paneun geotboda keun

ageun eomneun dabeul paneun geot.

geu dabeun naui geop,

mujiwa bulmaneul nakka

hoe tteo naege myeot baero

doepaneun namneun jangsa.

nallo meokji.

sungmyeong, samyeong ttin unmyeong.

myeongeul dahan inyeomdeullo

yangnyeomchin guwon.

al su eomneun mirae han jeom wihae

heogijin hyeonjaeui sangeul geodeo

chaneun manbyeongui geunwon.

It’s hell’s kitchen.

gakjaui dangoljibui

saeppalgan ganpan arae moine.

yeogiga wonjoramyeo

ji immatman gojiphae.

paneun geon gateun doginde.

jeil museoun ge gwasikhan aidieo.

dap hankkiman jieo

jumyeon sang dariga hwieo.

sutgaragi an jwieojil

ttaekkaji gunchim baetji.

maengsin, pireul bwaya pullil chegi.

You try to run away,

run away from the world.

But then you run away,

run away from yourself

and you don’t know the way home.

nan nareul mideo.

nune boineun i sunganeul mideo.

i suljaneul mideo.

But they call me a non-believer.

You try to run away,

run away from the world.

But then you run away,

run away from yourself

and you don’t know the way home.

nan nareul mideo.

sone goineun nae ttameul mideo.

nae simjangeul mideo.

sarangeul mideo.

But they call me a non-believer.

There’s no way home.

meoljjeonghan dari kkeokkgo

mokbareul jipge haneunga?

heogijimyeon doksagwa ssipge haneunga?

sone son daesin chong,

kareul jwige haneunga?

dangsindeureun kkaekkeutanga?

meoljjeonghan nalgae kkeokkgo

wae ttangeul gige haneunga?

hyeoreul chago songarak jireul haneunga?

joeeomneun janeun dol

deonjyeodo doendaneun maringa?

dol deonjineun geon joega aninga?

Oh God.

He doesn’t love me.

I know He doesn’t love me.

Well, neither do I.

Neither do I.

We are others.

We are the others.