Depreshmode

I've been looking for my own personal Jesus

Something I could believe in

A God of my understanding

A soft place for landing

Is there anybody out there

Who can tell me where we go

And why I am scared

Is there an action to break this curse

And free me while I'm still here on earth

Cause I've been living in mourning

I can't make it go away

Don't know how long this time it'll stay

Is the laughing a warning?

Is the laughing a warning?

I've seen all sides of my demons

Shadow work takes believing

One sits in the corner and says sadly

Go on do it

I love you madly

But in that action lies a curse

And I know I'd miss the Earth

But it just keeps on nagging

I can't make it go away

Don't know how long this time it'll stay

It just keeps on laughing

It just keeps on laughing

Saw the finest minds of my generation

Get high on their devastation

Watched the darkness close in slowly

Now they sleep walk past me

And in that action lies the end

God I wish I had a friend

But I know they're all sleeping

And I can't make it go away

Don't know how long this time it'll stay

It just keeps on laughing

Do you hear the laughing?