Escapism. (Sped Up) (Explicit)

Composed by：Danielle Balbuena/Mike Sabath/Rachel Keen

Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him

Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him

All my diamonds are dripping on him

I met him at the bar it was twelve or something

I ordered two more wines

Cuz tonight I want him

A little context if you care to listen

I find myself in a s**t position

The man that I love sat me down last night

And told me that over dumb decision

And I don't want to feel how my heart is ripping

Fact I don't wanna feel

So I stick to sipping

And I'm out on the town with a simple mission

In my little black dress and this s**t is sitting

Just a heart broke *****

High heels 6 inch

In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne

I don't trust any of these *******I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffing *******

D**g cause d**g text drunk tears d**g sex

I'm looking for a man who is on the same page

Now it's back to the intro

Back to the bar

To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away

You're asking me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam

Back to ways like 2019

2019

Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it

24

I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty

Last night really was the cherry on the cake

Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling

Excuse my state

I'm high as your hopes

That you'll make it to my bed

Get me hot and sizzling

If I take a step back to see the glass half full

At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm tripping in

And I'm already acting like a ****

Na I mean so you might as well stick it in

Just a heart broke *****

High heels 6 inch

In the back of the nightclub sipping champagne

I don't trust any of these *******I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffing *******

D**g cause d**g text drunk tears d**g sex

I'm looking for a man who is on the same page

Now it's back to the intro

Back to the bar

To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away

You're asking me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

Cuz I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

Be at peace with the things you can't change

I'll be naked when I leave I was naked when I came yeah

Out of reach out of touch

Too numb I don't feel no way

Toast up so what street small but it go both ways

So you'll run but you'll never escape

Sunset in the maze

You're asking me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

You're asking me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Lipstick smudged like modern art

I don't know where the ****am

Or who's driving the ****ing car

Speeding down the highway sipping

Mixing pills w the liquor

Cus ****these feelings

I left everyone I love on read

Uh huh

Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed

Uh huh

I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret uh huh