Escapism (Explicit)

Escapism. (Explicit) - RAYE/070 Shake

Composed by：Rachel Keen/Mike Sabath/Danielle Balbuena

Sleazin' and teasin' I'm sittin' on him

All of my diamonds are drippin' on him

I met him at the bar it was

Twelve or some

And I ordered two more wines

'Cause tonight I want him

A little context if you care to listen

I find myself in a **** position

The man that I love sat me down last night

And he told me that it's over dumb decision

And I don't wanna feel how my heart is rippin'

Fact I don't wanna feel so I stick to sippin'

Then I'm out on the town with a simple mission

In my little black dress and this **** is sittin'

Just a heart broke *****

High heels six inch

In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne

I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffin' c*****e

Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page

Now it's back to the intro back to the bar

To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're askin' me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

Toke this joint how I'm blowin' this steam

Back to my ways like 2019

Not twenty-four hours since my ex did dead it

I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty

Last night really was the cherry on the cake

Been some dark days lately and I'm findin' it cripplin'

Excuse my state I'm as high as your hopes

That you'll make it to my bed get me hot and sizzlin'

If I take a step back to see the glass half-full

At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm trippin' in

And I'm already actin' like a d**k know what I mean

So you might as well stick it in

Just a heart broke *****

High heels six inch

In the back of the nightclub sippin' champagne

I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with

In the back of the taxi sniffin' c*****e

Drunk calls drunk texts drunk tears drunk sex

I was lookin' for a man who's on the same page

Now it's back to the intro back to the bar

To the Bentley to the hotel to my old ways

'Cause I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

Take this pain away

You're askin' me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

What

'Cause I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

I don't wanna feel like I felt last night

Be at peace with the things you can't change

Last night

I'll be naked when I leave and

I was naked when I came yeah

Out of reach out of touch

Too numb I don't feel no way

Toast up so what

Street small but it go both ways

So you'll run yeah

But you'll never escape

Sunset in the maze

You're askin' me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night oh

Doctor doctor anything please

Doctor doctor have mercy on me

You're askin' me my symptoms doctor

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

I don't wanna feel how I did last night

Wanna feel wanna feel how I did last night

Lipstick smudged like modern art

I don't know where the **** I am or

Who's drivin' the ******* car

Speeding down the highway sippin'

Mixing pills with the liquor 'cah **** these feelings

I left everyone I love on read

Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed

I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret

Uh uh

Other than this 4 on 4 kick drum

Poundin' in my head

Mmm