ฟังเพลงIf I Surrender

If I Surrender - Citizen Soldier

Lyrics by：Jake Segura

Composed by：Jake Segura

Lately I've been feeling so ashamed

By these thoughts I'm hiding in my brain

'Cause I've been holding them down but they twist me violently

I'm hanging by a thread tonight but this time I don't wanna be saved

Saved

So let me fall let me break

Under everything unsaid

Just let me die 'cause I can't take

Living with what's in my head

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

Will it set me free

What's the point of holding on like this

When no one seems to care if I exist

There is no agony like being strong when no one knows you're sick

So sick of hearing I should stay when I know I would never be missed

So let me fall let me break

Under everything unsaid

Just let me die 'cause I can't take

Living with what's in my head

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

If you could see under my skin

You'd realize why I hold it in

Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

Why it's a fight I don't wanna win

If you could see all my abuse

And spent a day inside my shoes

You'd realize why I just wanna lose

You'd realize why I just wanna lose

Will anyone believe the hell of being me

Before I decide to be the dying proof

So let me fall let me break

Under everything unsaid

Just let me die 'cause I can't take

Living with what's in my head

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

If I surrender surrender

To the monsters in me

Will it set me free