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The Search - NF

Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

Produced by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

Hey Nate

How's life

I don't know it's alright

I've been dealin' with some things

Like every human being

And really didn't sleep much last night

Last night

I'm sorry

That's fine

I just think I need a little me time

I just think I need a little free time

Little break from the shows

And the bus rides bus rides

Yeah

Last year I had a breakdown

Thoughts tellin' me

I'm lost gettin' too loud

Had to see a therapist

Then I found out

Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house

Yeah I started thinkin'

Maybe I should move out

You know pack my cart

Take a new route

Clean up my yard

Get the noose out

Hang up my heart

Let it air out air out

I've been searchin'

What does that mean

Nate

I've been learning

Grabbin' my keepsakes

Leavin' my burdens

Well I brought a few with me

I'm not perfect

Lookin' at the view

Like this concerns me

Pickin' up the cues

Right I'm quite nervous

Hate it when I lose sight

Life gets blurry and things might hurt me

It's prolly gonna be a long journey

But hey hey

It's worth it though

Cold world out there

Kids grab your coats

It's been a minute

I know

Now I'm back to roam

Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code

Pretty vivid

I admit it

I'm in classic mode

Don't need pity given to me

But I can't condone

Talkin' down to me

I'ma have to crack your nose

For crackin' jokes

I'm lookin' for the map to hope

You seen it

You seen it

Been makin' a whole lot of changes

Wrote a song about that you should play it

I get scared

When I walk on these stages

I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah

That's when

I start to get anxious

That's when my thoughts can be dangerous

That's when I put on my makeup

And drown in self-hatred

Forget what I'm saying and

Where da beat go

Oh ain't that somethin'

Drums came in

You ain't see that comin'

Hands on my head

Can't tell me nothin'

Got a taste of the fame

Had to pump my stomach

Throw it back up like I don't want it

Wipe my face

Clean off my vomit

OCD tryna push my buttons

I said don't touch it

Now y'all done it

I can be critical

Never typical

Intricate with every syllable

I'm a criminal

Intimate but never political

Pretty visual

Even if you hate it

I'll make it feel like you're in it

Though

You call me what you wanna

But never call me forgettable

Leave you deep in thought

I could never swim in the kiddie pool

Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic

It's beautiful

Man I don't know if

I'm makin' movies or music videos

Videos videos videos

Yeah the sales can rise

Doesn't mean much though

When your health declines

See we've all got somethin'

That we trapped inside

That we try to suffocate

You know hopin' it dies

Try to hold it underwater

But it always survives

Then it comes up out

Of nowhere like an evil surprise

Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies

You don't relate to that

Must not be as crazy as I am

The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place

And what you feed it

Can affect you in a powerful way

It's pretty cool

Right

Yeah

But it's not always safe

Just hang with me

This'll only take a moment

Okay

Just think about it for a second

If you look at your face

Every day when you get up

And think you'll never be great

You'll never be great

Not because you're not

But the hate

Will always find a way

To cut you up and murder your faith

Woo

I've been developin'

Take a look at the benefits

Nothin' to meddle with

I can never be delicate

Am I even relevant

That depends how you measure it

Take a measurement

Then bag it up and give me the evidence

Pretty evident

Dependable can never be tentative

I'm a gentleman

Depending on if

I think you're genuine

Pretty elegant

But not afraid to tell you to get a grip

Proper etiquette

I keep it to myself

When I celebrate ah ah

It's that time again

Better grab your balloons

And invite your friends

Seatbelts back on

Yeah

Strap 'em in

Look at me everybody

I'm smilin' big

On a road right now

That I can't predict

Tell me Tone that down

But I can't resist

Y'all know that sound

Better raise your fist

The search begins

I'm back so enjoy the trip

Ha ha ha ha ha