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잠에서 깨 베개에 식어서 범벅인 땀

밤을 또 새 불안한 기분을 달래는 밤

약에 기대 왜 나만 이런 걸까 싶은 맘

나만 이런 건가 했지

나만 이런 걸까 왠지..

친구들은 전부 교복을 입고

아름다울 때를 기록해 매번

홀로 방황 속에 길을 또 잃고

옅어진 자아를 삼키니 제법

"난 이제 좀 큰 것 같은데"

"머리 피 좀 마른 것 같은데"

싶지만 쉽지가 않어 하지만 다시

잠은 좀처럼 오지를 않고

땀은 더 흥건히 나를 적셔

약은 날 진정시킬 수 없고

불안정한 시기는 길어져 더

밤은 더 길고 저 달을 보곤

외치듯이 빌었던 나의 큰 소원

언젠가 지나가겠지 이 감정도 상황도

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성장통이 main theme

상처 불안 우울 방황이 다 적힌 pain list

I was 18

그래 그땐 그랬지

등 떠밀려 내 손으로 넘겨댔어 page

나도 언젠가 나이 들어갈 거야

그땐 나도 될까 누군가의 아빠?

그럼 나의 꿈들은 이뤄지게 될까?

라는 공상들로 채워진 난

작은 바람에 흔들리는 자아

나의 맘 안에 남은 파란 감정을 쌓아

마지막이라 말한 10대 끝에 닿아

비로소 난 이제 나로 살까

Umm 그래 그땐

Umm 그때 쯤엔

밤은 더 길고 저 달을 보곤

외치듯이 빌었던 나의 큰 소원

언젠가 지나가겠지 이 감정도 상황도

모든 게 나아질 거라던 그때에 난..

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