A Felicidade

Oh my God my God this can't be happening

God tell me tell me this isn't real

I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening

I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel

I always knew I always saw it coming

Enveloped now encased by my worst fear

I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing

I never wanted to cease to exist just disappear

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

Once felt so warm now I'm f**king freezing

I am the once embraced abandoned one

I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing

No relief was mine I was burnt by the sun

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

I feel so

I feel so lost

I feel so lost

I feel so lost

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so dead

Fear memories are all that lie ahead

Never have I felt so lost

Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead

Never have I felt so