Rekindle 23 (Explicit)

Rekindle 23 (Explicit) - Yungeen Ace

Lyrics by：Keyanta Tyrone Bullard

I been in that war

But I ain't say it

But I ain't say it

My dog just finished trial

And lost the case lost the case

Couple days before I was a pallbearer

And buried Jay buried Jay

I ain't walk up on his casket

When it's open I ain't want

That to be the last time I seen his face

When I seen my tear fall

I ain't cry in a while

But I seen blood blood

And it's feelin' deep

We ain't lose connect

So we ain't talk

But that's my thug

I felt his soul

When I was huggin' her tight

When I gave his mama a hug

I'm still mad

Tryna rekindle our flame

But you know it's still love

I'm tryin'

I'm tryin'

But it's only so much

That a nigga can take

Inside I'm dyin'

I'm dyin'

Every day feel like my last

In the morning I won't be awake

With all my love

Been tryna make this mountain move

Uh I still be trying even though

I know it's impossible

How could I be so foolish

For believing in love

For believing

Know it's limited moments

I got with you and this time ain't enough

YB just lost federal trial

It got my head spinnin'

It got my head spinnin'

Grandma asked me was I at peace

I told her it's been a minute

It's been a minute

They say I beat the streets

But I promise it don't seem

Like I'm winning

God keep a close eye on me

You know how I get when I'm healin'

Know how I get when I'm dealin'

Suicidal thoughts

I be trippin'

I been out of touch with my feelings

Emotionally scarred

But I'm willin'

They say I'm weird

'Cause I'm different

I still won't change with these millions

I cry of pain 'cause I feel it

They ain't say bad news

But I hear it

I'm tryin'

I'm tryin' but it's only so much

That a nigga can take

Inside I'm dyin'

Inside I'm dyin'

Every day feel like my last

In the morning I won't be awake

Ayy I be tryna move my feet

But my heart just got me stuck

When I started to see

That they cared

That's when they showed me

They don't give a ****

When I love my heart start beating

I can't let you in easy

Why should I be the one to stay

When I know you gon' leave me

When I know you

Mortician wanted me to talk at Jay funeral

But I couldn't

But I was tryna stay strong even though

I was vulnerable

Still hurt

I had 23 once before

But I lost him two times

Two times

We wasn't on good terms before he died

I wished I called his line

Wished I called his line

The **** that we was fighting over

We could've got over it

Got over it

Had our differences since 2019

But nobody noticed it

Stick to lead

I still loved you like my brother

I hope you know it

I hope you know it

Embracin' all my feelings like a poet

Poet

I just seen the devil flash right 'cross my eyes

'Cross my eyes

In my dreams I seen a shovel bury me alive

Bury me alive

All your friends and yeah

All my brothers died

Oh first day

Baby I need you here

Just right here by my side

So tight

Feel like bad luck is me

Feel like I'm cursed

Feel like I'm cursed

I know everybody go through ****

But I go through the worst

I feel it

Hurt people hurt people

I lied when I said I believe him

I lied

I wouldn't be surprised

If out of the blue

That my heart'll stop beating

I showed 'em my weakness

I'm tryin' tryin'

But it's only so much that a nigga can take

Inside I'm dyin' dyin'

Every day feel like my last

In the morning I won't be awake

You know like real niggas go through ****

You feel me

I won't try to hide it

'Cause I know this **** be real

You feel what I'm sayin'

I can't hide this ****

This **** just be me

That's who I am like

I feel this ****

You know what I'm sayin'

Like every step of the way

It's always somethin' else

Every time I open my eyes

It's somethin' I close 'em

It's somethin' else

I wake up open again

It's somethin' else

That's just my life