I Miss U (Explicit)

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I miss yooouuu I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

Dedicated to everybody that lost somebody knalmtalkinbout

I miss yoouuu

Knalmsayin

I miss yooouuuu I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy I miss yooouuu

Gotta give 'em they flowers while they living knalmsayin '

Cause ain't nothin promised one day

You here the next day you gone

Uhh A lotta s**t done changed d**e man since you been gone

I did a whole lotta good

I did a lotta wrong

I made a whole lotta change

I wrote a lotta songs

Sometimes

I felt weak most times

I stood up strong

Yeah I got three kids now

Natasha had a son

We ain't together no more

I guess we was just too young

To even try to start a family in the first place

But I get happy every time

I look into his face

Ever since you went away man it's been hard for me

Didn't know 'til you died how much you meant to me

All the time and the patience you put into me

You showed me how to be the man that

I was meant to be

Taught me how to play music and 'bout the melody

And to this day

I remember what you was tellin me

You told me Son most of this rap s**t is just noise

But if you put some music in it you'll get rich boy

That's why

I stay up in the studio up all night

I f**k with live musicians to get the groove right

Yeah I'ma rap star now yeah you could say that '

Cause now my walls is filled with gold and grey plaques

Doin shows and videos and makin big stacks

But if it would bring you back

I would trade all that

I wanna thank ya for everything that you did for me

I'm on my knees praying to

Oooohhh yeeaahhh

I miss yooouuu

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I miss yooouuu

You know that I miss I'm missing you

I miss yooouuu

Ooohhhh

I'm talkin to you baaabbbyyy

I know you watch me up there and it's gettin hard for me

When you get a chance put a good word into the

Lord for me

I been got caught up got sent to the pen

I let ya down

I'm in a place

I know you never thought you see me in

But all these things is happening for a reason

I guess God saved my life

And put me up to see another season

And all my so called friends don't even write to me

They don't go check on my momma don't send no price to me

I'm tryna raise my kids from a penitentiary

Stayin on my knees praying they don't grow up to be like me

Do you remember when my parents thing ain't worked out

You let me and my momma come live in yo' house

Knowin already you had too many people livin wit'cha

You always treated me special

I never could forget cha

Cook me breakfast and lunch and dinner everyday

You wiped my tears away tried

To explain why my life had to be this way

Always gave me the real you never bulls**t me

I wish I woulda said thank you when you was here with me

My uncle miss ya and

I know you know his heart is blue

But he ain't the only one 'cause

A house is not a house if ain't nobody livin in it

Tell me why black life isn't life unless there's prison in it

General population of super cell or

Johnny or some

Jack Man Powdered coffee peppermint peach cool offs but a paint

I wish I had that

And even more than my freedom

I wish I had somethin else

I would give back everything

I've accomplished 'fore this one thang and nothin else

I ain't talkin about a relationship

'Cause broads bring too much drama

Drama

I'd even pass the chance to be a millionaire if

I could hug and kiss my momma

Momma

I remember like it was yesterday although

I was six years old Momma what's wrong wake up wake up

Why yo' forehead hot and yo' hands so cold

Who all these people up in our room

Auntie tell 'em put my momma down

I didn't understand what was goin on but it felt wrong

'Cause so many people came around

I didn't have to go to school that day

That day

And everybody was buyin me s**t

Buyin me s**t

Tellin me everythang was alright

But they was sad and cryin and s**t

Ain't that a b***h

My momma ain't never came back

I wish I could hug and kiss her

Even though

Auntie and

Grandma Dorothy raised me right