los angeles (Explicit)

los angeles (Explicit) - sadeyes/dempsey hope

Lyrics by：sadeyes/dempsey hope

Composed by：sadeyes

Produced by：sadeyes/pom

You're out in Los Angeles

I'm still stuck at home

You're out drinkin jack

And I'm betting you'll take him home

You're out making memories

Some of them you'll regret

But nothing can match the feeling of

Spending time with your friends

You're out there for your dreams

You don't care what people think

But you're cutting me so deep to the bone

You're out there sharing laughs

I'm having panic attacks

And hoping I'll get you back but I won't

I lost my voice from all the screaming I'm so terrified

One day you'll leave me like my mother I'm so traumatized

These things I do remind me who I never wanna be

Sometimes it's hard to believe I see my mother in me

You didn't say anything

Now I'm overthinkin

I was bout to go to sleep

Instead I'm up an drinkin

Don't make me double up

I don't need another cup

I'd tell you how I've been

But I know you don't give a

Cause you don't ever text

You don't ever call

I spent way to many nights

Drinkin alcohol

I get way to in my head

But you know that

Smokin in your bed takes me

Way back

I don't wanna text

I don't wanna call

I sent one the other day

I got no response

I can't take another hit

I'll be so sad

I wish it was good but its

All bad

Don't tell me you love me if you prolly won't the next month

Don't act like you want me and then treat me like a no one

Make me think I'm lucky and then leave me in the dust huh

Make me fall for you then act like you don't give a ****

You're out in Los Angeles

I'm still stuck at home

You're out drinkin jack

And I'm betting you'll take him home

You're out making memories

Some of them you'll regret

But nothing can match the feeling of

Spending time with your friends

You're out there for your dreams

You don't care what people think

But you're cutting me so deep to the bone

You're out there sharing laughs

I'm having panic attacks

And hoping I'll get you back but I won't