A Smile That Does Not Exist

Isolation

The world has kept the chosen ones free

Safe from storms that rain down on me

The coming winds of catastrophe

Face the beast or find no peace

Descend into madness

Shattering glass into fragments

Locked eyes watch me writhe across the floor

Pick up the pieces come back for more

In the mirror a blank stare

No ones there no one cares

I pretend that we share

A smile that does not exist

My obsession

with the darkness in my reflection

I always see

the worst in me

Breathe in breathe out

Drown in self doubt

its always in your head

but its only in your head

Im oblivious of who I am

All Ive known is internally dismembered

An unconscious savior

Apathetic

To a point its pathetic

The memories fade away

Devouring brighter days

In the mirror a blank stare

No ones there no one cares

I pretend that we share

A smile that does not exist

My obsession

with the darkness in my reflection

i always see

the worst in me

Breathe in breathe out

Drown in self doubt

its always in your head

but its only in your head

Defeatist

The damage is done

but its back for more

Defeatist

Meet your defeat

Youre nothing without me

Lay my demons to rest

Theyre only in my head

Breathe in breathe out

its always in your head

Breathe in breathe out

but its only in your head