ฟังเพลงRefusing Consciousness

Refusing Consciousness - Adema

It's so hard to watch you struggle (struggle)

Here and hard or would I have to see you stumble

Short tempers harsh words that are humble

Watching the world

Watching the world around me crumble

I won't fight back

Can't give in Won't stay here forever like this

All the world be nice and sound again

Like a brother like a sister

Something like a family I was so lonely

But you saved me

Insecurities race through my heart

New sensation realizing my part

Your mien has changed like the seasons

We're fighting our own addictions

Patience brings heart aches anger flies still we try

I won't fight back can't give in

Wont stay here forever like this

Refusing consciousness

To drown in to cope with

Inebriate to find when waking

That nothing has been changed

Take one more drink you can't live without it

Take one more drink

Take one more drink you can't live without it

Take one more drink

So hard to talk about it

How did I know that you would lie about it

Stand there and watch you ashamed without it

Losing sleep at night I would still dream about it

I won't fight back can't give in

Wont stay here forever like this

Refusing consciousness

To drown in to cope with

Inebriate to find out that nothing has changed