ฟังเพลงbloodstream (Explicit)

Fear lingering running through my heart like a wild stream

Just a little kid blood flowing into my rosy cheeks

Now the river runs red from my knuckles into the sink

And there's a pill there staring through the mirror at me

Maybe it's just a dream wish I could go back to sleep

Hydrangeas blooming off the branches on park trees

It's a half hearted call the way I've felt since I was 13

'Cause I may not feel it now covered up the wounds with my long sleeves

But I know it's raining there swimming through my bloodstream

And it's gonna come for me yeah it's gonna come for me

What did you have that I didn't

And why am I so blue

Someone's talking in my forehead

It says I'll never be like you

Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings

Feel it slipping through my fingers

But I can't catch it in my hand

Catch it in my hand

False memories driven starting down from my barren knees

I ran too fast fell down on my face in the concrete

I guess the lesson's learned I barely left my room in the past week

I've got my guard up trying all the time to stay clean

I don't feel anything I won't feel anything

What did you have that I didn't

And why am I so ****ed

Someone's talking in my forehead

It says I'll never be enough

Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings

Feel it slipping through my fingers

But I can't catch it in my hand

Catch it in my hand