ฟังเพลงcrumbling / suicide note (Explicit)

I wish that I could find another way

But I am not alive on any day

So long before I

I wish you knew how I feel

About you about you

Don't think it's sad too sad too

Suffer I'm glad too glad too

I'm crumbling down I am so stuck in this town

Life of a letdown letdown

Jumping to get down get down

And I need some help

As for it no chance it help

Laugh at it after we fail

But I can't get up again

Too soon more to show around

Five-cards wants to blow me up

Falling is the best of fun

The last look at this gun

Every room in my house is a f**king mess

I wanna paint the wall with a shotgun blast

Maybe that's what it takes to wake up my friends

Hope you know what you were missing then

I wanna write a note that'll make my friends cry

Write a note that makes my friends cry

Really makes me wanna take my life

Take my life

Hey umm it's me

And I don't really know how to say this but

I don't think umm I'll be coming home tonight

And I just wanted to let you

Know that it's not your fault

And I love you a lot

Uhh

You know I've been thinking about this for a while

And I settled on it y'know so I love you

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight

Is to

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight

One four one four tonight